My crazy mind.

A million thoughts are going through my head. Yet, I don't find the words, or way to say nor express what i want to say.  Am i going insane?
Why do i feel like dying? Why do i feel like killing myself?  Why do i get angry at the littlest things? Why does all the bad things happens to me? Why can't i be happy for once? Why? Why?!

I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like locking myself up and never coming out again. I feel like there is not point into living this shitty life.
Because that's all my life is. A pile of SHIT.

I dream a lot so i dont have to face reality, but i don't live my dreams, i face reality as if i wasn't afraid of it. When to be quite honest, its what scares me the most.

I think i need help.